Monae

Monae was a ton of fun to photograph, she just loved to pose though once the camera was up her posing ended she started playing around with all the props, she was so cute I loved taking her pictures, I hope I can do them again sometime in the future.

Hey everyone, I am sorry I haven't posted anything for a while life has just been crazy, I just wanted to let everyone know I have recently set up another blog of my photography I am hoping to start a career with it. so enjoy! my blog is cubseyphotography.blogspot.com.

Scrapbooking

Hey there do you have pictures that you don't know what to do with them and you can't get into scrapbooking, well if so let me know I would love to help I have thought about starting a business that will put together scrapbooks for people who just can't get into it, I love doing it I have put together about five or six of my own, I love crafts so it gives me a chance to work with my hands, so if you are one of these people who just don't know what to do, I am here to help.

My trip to vegas

I went to vegas with my mom it was a ton of fun we saw all kinds of hotels they each had different themes, but we did have a ton of fun together.

We also went to the wax museum which was a ton of fun, we got to pose with a bunch of wax celebraties, if only it was for real.

I'm back

Hi sorry its been so long since I have posted another blog, My life has just been crazy so I am now 21 and the weekend after my birthday, my mom and i took a road trip to vegas it was a ton of fun I have some pictures but I'm going to have to post the pictures later it was a ton of fun, i like the alone time with my mom, it gave us a chance to talk about each other.

My life has stopped!!

My life is really not going anywhere right now, I'm not working my chest pain has decided to return and there is nothing in the love life, so lately it's my portable dvd player my bed and something to munch on I have just been lazy, trying to decide if I am going to try and find a job right away because of my pain or if I should try and finish my schooling first so I can do what i want in life, the one thing I want to do most people want you to have experience, I would love to do photography so if anyone knows of anyone who would take a chance on me let them know about me.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

Hi everyone its been a while since I have been online, life is just going so crazy right now, My family got another email from andrew today he is doing great, loving where he is at, his companion actually went to jr. high with us in Vernal utah, Its so weird how small the world is. So I wanted to wish everyone a happy vanentines day and figured this would be the easiest way I know its kind of early but at least I put in the effort.

Sorry its been a while, life has just been busy, so as life progresses it seems to be getting better not dealing with health issues anymore and just feeling better about myself, yes there are still times when its more of a struggle but what would life be if there wasn't, struggles make you stronger as do all the the twists and turns in life, so I am here to say if you are struggling just always remember it will make you a better person.

Sledding

Sledding in the snow is so much fun, but things can happen that you don't expect I have only gone sledding twice and things happened both times, first my sister and I are sledding down a hill by our house and we decided to go side by side linking arms so we go down and at the bottom is a creek but we had been sledding for about an hour and would stop before it well not this time we thought we were stopping but all of a sudden we slide right in to the creek and as we were standing there with cold feet and laughing we both ended up peeing our pants. Then the second time I went sledding which was last night I was going down a big hill by my grandparents house and ended up spraining my foot, it hurts but it was my fault and it was worth the fun.

Andrew I Miss You

We recently got some new pictures of Andrew I miss him so much and yes Andrew if you read this I had to put your pictures up. In some pics he looks as if he has lost a lot of weight but in others he doesn't look like he has changed at all, we also have received letters and has heard he is doing really well and loving the way the women cook out there, I can't wait until next month when he gets to call, I will want to talk to him all day but I know I will have to share him, it has been hard for me because we have been together all our lives and then all of a sudden he is gone for two whole years, even though I miss him so much I am so very proud of him, he is awesome he loves to follow the lord and I applaud him for that I am not as good at it but I do hope to get better. Now Andrew I love and miss you but wish you the best of luck.

Halloween

I know it's kind of late for a halloween post but oh well, I was a rainbow, I sprayed my hair different colors and then got a shirt and glued a bunch of skittles to it and wrote taste the rainbow I went to work like that and the kids just laughed, but they loved it, Emma the oldest was mariposia the princess fairy, Ian was a PowerRanger and Gracie was a catipiller, it was so much fun and I got tons of pictures, I love my job and I Love those kids.

My new job as a Nanny

I just got a new job as a nanny and I love the kids they are so cute there are three the oldest is Emma and she is 4 then Ian who is 2, and youngest is Gracie who is 2 months, I love playing with them and they love doing crafts which I also love so we just connect and have alot of fun together, I really didn't expect on getting this job because when I went to the interview I was a few minutes late trying to find the place and said how transportation was a little rough, but I did say I would take a bus if I had to and when I got the job I was a little surprised, but the people I work for just said they got a good vibe about me and I'm glad, I love those kids and am so glad I get to work with them as much as I do.

My Family

I would like to talk about my family, There are a total of nine people first my Dad his name is Thomas and he likes working on his corvair cars and computers, Then their is my Mom she loves to sing and she would love to be in a play she is special to me and one of my dearest friends. As we move onto the kids it starts with Brandon, He is soon to be married and start a family I am really excited for him, we were never to close though we did have our times we just bonded, next was my twin brother Andrew, He is a huge part of my life, right now he is in Florida serving an lds mission and I miss him so much and would love to see him though I know what he is doing is for the good of all people and I really admire him for that. Next would be Me and I don't really know what to say about myself other than I am proud of my self for my achievements and goals. After me would be Spencer, he loves working on cars and at the age of 15 he had a little girl he and his ex-girlfriend gave the baby up for adoption and now almost two years later she is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. So then there is Rebecca who sometimes likes to go by Becky, she is the skinny little blonde one of the family I wish I were more like her, she loves to sing and dance and she loves little kids. So then there are the younger twins first one is Jonathan and he is just one who loves to tease he is getting to the age where he would like a job and is a great hard worker, and then last but far from least there is Jennifer, She is the Author and Artist of the family she loves to write stories and draw I can see her in the future designing clothing and writing lots of books. So there they are my family I don't know what i would do without them they have all taught me a lot and I appreciate and love every one of them.

My struggle with depression and anxiety

Lately I have been going through alot of depression and anxiety which has caused alot of chest pain, and we had gone to doctor after trying to figure out whats wrong with me and now about 11 months after dealing with pain every day we found a way out all we are doing is going to a electric and light therapist and i have only been two days and already I am so much happier about who i am and how my life is going, I would go to bed in pain every night and now I have not one bit of pain and I love it, i am so glad my life is changing for the good.

This Video is just some random pictures of lily through out her life, she is just so cute and I love her, and I hope she knows how many people care for her.

Grandpa's Birthday

On the 13th of september was my grandpa's birthday he was turning the big 76 years old so we had a get together at his house and had cake and ice cream. I love him he would do anything for me, if he could he would die for me, he is so nice and gentle if any of his kids or grandkids are struggling he would give everything he has and much more, so Grandpa If you read this I just wanted to let you know I love you.

Our hearts are broken but her's is healed!

Her name is Lily Maddison Sessions, she was my brothers daughter but him and his ex-girl friend had to give her up for addoption because they new it would be better for her, because they were just so young, when she was born she had a heart disease called Q 22 11, and had to have surgery, and now it's been almost two years and we all still miss her so much but we know she is in a wonderful place with wonderful people, we get to see pictures of her and we sometimes like to send her gifts but we know it will always hurt inside, She is so beautiful, and we all love her and hope she stays healthy because she will always have part of our hearts in hers. You can just see how happy she is with her family.

Andrew and I

Well about six or seven months ago my brother Andrew left for his LDS Mission, It has been hard without him. Him and I are twins and so since I had been with him my whole life and then all of a sudden I can't see him for two years I have had a hard time dealing with it. Even though I know he doing it for the lord I can't help to feel this way, I am getting better with it espically because almost every letter he writes he makes sure to tell me he is fine. I miss him and can't wait to see him again. I love him he is my brother, my friend, my missionary.

starting to blog

Hi I have just started this blog hoping to up my self confidence and to show people what I am really like, I can be very shy at times and don't like to talk about myself around other people so I figured why not talk about myself and my family to the computer and you can do the rest.